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i'm so lost right now.
i'm tired of being strong, i'm tired of the battles
i just want things to be within reach; i want happiness that doesn't come at a price.

i keep getting knocked down and I don't expect that to ever end... but it would be nice to be able to stand up long enough between each fall to appreciate the good things in my life, which I dont feel i am doing.

i hate these rough spots
i just want a break.

carton of ice cream, here I come